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[06 Mar 2004|10:06pm] [ mood | pissed off ] ME AND JOSH GET IN WAY TO MANY FIGHTS AND ITS ALMOST TO THE POINT WHERE I ACTUALLY DO CRY ABOUT IT.. but its happenning right now /they say it dosnt happen that often<3{1}

[04 Mar 2004|03:52pm] [ mood | happy ] todya was funnn ok first we had to finish that testing shit and i had ms alston but then our schedual got changed around it was cool. tommorow is friday and that means time with josh which also means YES!! i love fridays so much. and josh :) ahh kristen is so funny. us history is the best class ever. so is reading with aliza. ppphahah OH YEA lol me and josh are back together ayayaya i love him so freakin much well peace bye <3 but its happenning right now /they say it dosnt happen that often<3{2}

This sucks... [02 Mar 2004|04:52pm] [ mood | indescribable ] ok. last night I broke up with Josh and i really dont know why..and now he like hates me. THIS REALLY FREAKIN SUCKS! all i keep asking myself is "why the hell did i do that?" and then when i want to answer it, i cant, and i get really sad, and then i cry. i dont know how to tell him how i feel because if he dosnt like me anymore then its not gonna make a differentce and ill just feel stupid.. i really love him more than anything and ive never liked anyone as much as i like him. stacey helped me get through it and made me laugh like she always does, and tommorow at school we have testing again.(the math part) and thats not too bad cuz that means shorter classes after! :-D omg. i love yellowcarddd! and oh yea..stupid me i IMED will..that wasnt tooo greatttt..lol! well i really hope i can get josh back...im really crushed without him...im out..peace <3 they say it dosnt happen that often<3{0}

[29 Feb 2004|11:28am] [ mood | happy ] OMG yesterday=best day everrrr so how about i tell you about it lol okay in the morning from like 10-12 i was bored as shit but then stacey called and suggested that we should hang out today so i got dropped off at her house at around 2 and we walked all the way up to weis which took us about 30 minutes and it was really good excercise :). we stayed there for about an hour and we saw will and chris which was kinda wierd buttt yeaaa...and then we went to aarons but he wasnt home so then we got picked up by her mom and went back home and just chilled and ate dinner. and then after that we were listening to the radio and i started doing this really funny "music videos" LOL and stacey was like rolling off her bed laughing. OH YEA and while we were doing this we were talking to joshh! ok so after all of this dancing and laughing and talking and walking all day i went home around 9:30 cuz we couldnt have a sleepover because her moms family was coming over the next day so when i went home i was really really tired so i went online and put an away message up and then called josh and talked to him for the rest of the night before i went to sleep :-D! and i love him more than anything!!!!!!!!!! even tho..he says hes starting not to believe that i do which is stupid so he should because i love him so muchhh yea so that was my woooooonderfull dayy! :-D cant get any better anyway toady is sunday and its gonna be kinda boring but i think im just gonna hang around the house and maybe get my nails done later with my mom so peace! <3 but its happenning right now /they say it dosnt happen that often<3{1}

[28 Feb 2004|10:02am] [ mood | curious ] This week basically really sucked. ok Monday was OK lol we didnt really do anything at school and then on tuesday it was the same and then on Wednsday and Thursday we had MSA testing and that was really really gay cuz i had ms alston..lol ok and then Friday we had this whole plann but then COREY had to ruin it so stacey dumped him and then josh couldnt go so me and stacey were just bored..and i was really tired so i was grumpy. Today is saturday and i have no idea what im gonna do because josh is grounded and i really wanted to see him and i dont know if stacey can go anywhere. So i'll try to make plans with someone..aw and josh is being so sweet. i love him so muchh!! well im out peace homies they say it dosnt happen that often<3{0}

[25 Feb 2004|03:37pm] [ mood | pissed off ] i am so pissed I LOVE JOSH more than ANYTHING! but people really need to shut the fucking hell up they act like hes like 4 years younger than me when really its only 1..... EW. thank god i have my friends tho i dont know what i would do without them i hope friday works out!! :-D it should be fun if it doess they say it dosnt happen that often<3{0}

[24 Feb 2004|03:38pm] [ mood | crazy ] ey! check out the new journal <3 i like it and i know you do too it too me a while too anyways right now im sitting here waiting for kristen to get here and were gonna go eat PANCAKES!1 at her church at 5 wowwww right now, everything is soooo perfactttt. i love josh more than life hes sooo great hes everything that ive never wanted!!!! i hope we last!! i mean..everynoe at school is all.."your sooo much older than him" when really..im only a year older lol stupid people welp im out I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU :-d but its happenning right now /they say it dosnt happen that often<3{1}

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